.
\]

_

so, its hard to motivate. for me at least.
i know people that can haul ass every
day, all day. i cant do that. i can function
on the level ive found to be the minimum.
it changes, depending, but without realizing
it i locate what i need to scrape, then i do that
and i dont even know what else goes on. and i
know this, thats the worst part. i think i care, but
i dont even know what i care about most of the
time. i know i care about getting better. i guess
thats all that matters, even if it takes me forever
and six days, eventually ill be able to rest.
theres way too many i=s in this paragraph.
how typically sad of me. really though, sometimes
we just need to worry about ourselves. i can barely
manage that. just need to make things simple.
more simple.

simplification.
now theres a good word.

.




dont be stupid kids....